Hi @Sue2,
It seems you have been through an incredible amount and it is no wonder that you are craving some form of normality again. May i ask how you have been coping in recent weeks since your operation?
It certainly sounds like you have fabulous support around you and 7 grandchildren sounds like just the distraction! I think Erica & Nichola have given excellent advise in that as we do all deal differently with the watch and wait, it is often great to share experiences and find things that work for you & your ability to cope with the uncertainties of it all.
Along side this conversation, we also have a number of other threads within the forum which discusses similar topics around W&W which may be helpful- When does ‘watch and worry’ turns to ‘watch and wait’ - Watch and wait - Blood Cancer UK Forum.
Also, please know Sue that our support service team would be happy to talk anything through with you if you ever need a listening ear at all - 0808 2080 888.
Take Care, Lauran