Oh, @Robson wonderful to hear from you and that you have ‘come out the other side’
I was also interested in your feelings of loss, I really agree with you as when I was referred back to my GP for monitoring I felt loss, but also anger, abandoned, being a fraud, etc.
My thoughts and feelings can be conflicting and illogical
It has turned out to be brilliant, my GP is great and just down the road.
Look after yourself and please do keep posting