A warm welcome to the forum @nbk112 I’m glad you found us. I am truly sorry to hear of what you’ve had to go through the last couple of months. It sounds incredibly tough and I can only imagine what a shock it must have all been for you and also for your family. It’s so understandable that you’re feeling this way about the hospital stay, as you can see from other’s replies already, you’re certainly not alone in feeling this way about inpatient stays (so it’s really good you’ve started this thread as I think it’ll be really helpful for others too). When do you have to go into hospital? Is there anyone around you you’ve spoken to about how worried you are about it?
It’s an old thread, but you might find some further tips on this previous conversation about inpatient stays - Hospital Life - What gets you through
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