Hi @GingGing, thanks for posting and sharing this, I do hope you’re alright. You might find this thread useful to have a look through - Awaiting or considering or had a stem cell transplant, a place to share here - Going through treatment - Blood Cancer UK Forum.
We also have this booklet which you’d be so welcome to order for free - Blood stem cell and bone marrow transplants booklet | Blood Cancer UK Shop. Some people find them useful places to write down all their questions and take along to appointments with them too.
We’re only at the end of the phone/email if you want to chat things through. I do hope you find this forum a useful and supportive space to share how you’re doing.