Hey there @NinaSt! Welcome to the forum, it’s been so helpful for me, and hopefully it’ll help you too.
I’m so sorry to read of your diagnosis with Polycythaemia vera (PV) and your experiences with your first haematologist. Thank goodness you asserted yourself and changed doctors! Now you have your diagnosis and have been prescribed medicine, so you can try to settle into your treatments. Hopefully you won’t need another bone marrow biopsy, it’s not the most pleasant procedure, right?!
Wisely you’ve quickly realised that googling Polycythaemia vera (PV) can lead to all sorts of nonsense online, but you should find more accurate information with organisations like Blood Cancer UK and LLS.org. Folks here have a lot of experiences to share which I’ve found invaluable.
I empathise with so much of how you’ve described your diagnosis and aftermath. I really feel for you, it can feel so terrifying and depressing. Like you and others here I’m also considered a “young” survivor of Polycythaemia vera (PV) and after diagnosis it caused a lot of furious grief for the life I still had left, the years ahead which now feel stolen from me by this blood cancer. But the feelings of loss have faded a little as treatment has continued and, dare I say it, it seems to be working to lower my platelet and red blood cell numbers.
Keep posting @NinaSt and please feel free to share how your emotional side effects are as well as the physical, they’re all important and affect us so much. Really glad you found the forum!