So things have gone down hill for me a little emotionally. My consultant has said he now doesn’t think I should leave untill my wbc are back in normal range due to coronavirus however he is willing to let me leave 2 days later than he said but a week before my chemo finishes and finish as an outpatient but it’s not his first choice. He has said he will leave it up to me.
I just feel like my chances of contracting coronavirus as an outpatient are similar to that as an inpatient for me. As my mum is self isolating in preparation of me coming home, and I would drive the two min distance to the hospital and the hospital would strictly enforce ppe and social distancing for all visitors. Here on the ward there are people in and out of my room all day and I can’t guarantee they have not been out to restaurants and/or have children and such.
I understand that I have to be extremely careful but I just feel like I will recover better at home and whilst he has to look after my physical wellbeing I have to survive this mentally and emotionally too.
But I’m worried about annoying my team too.
Am I wrong?