Hello Mike,
Glad to read you enjoyed your time in Scotland
. Sorry to read that you have been diagnosed with Chronic lymphocytic leukaemia (CLL). I hear you on the joy of freedom from face masks
.
The face mask is an accessory I am only now having to get used to. I assumed it was a thing of the past, post COVID.
Glad you had a few days of mask free, fresh air.
The world suddenly seems a very dangerous place with a weaker autoimmune system
Wore a mask from Morpeth to London last week. Felt embarrassed when my son-in -law questioned the choice, when I reached his front door.
Then again, when my grandchildren shared with my daughter, that they could hear I was in the house because of my laboured breathing. She hadn’t noticed it up to then. I brushed it off. But for how much longer?
Thank you for making the time to respond so thoughtfully to my previous message.
You have been your wife’s carer over 20 years. I salute you. You must have a strong marriage.
Also delighted to read that your wife is continuing to win her many medical battles. Incredible and inspiring.
You appear to be quite selfless. Putting the needs of others first though your health is an important priority too.
You are amazing. You are not letting anyone down. I’m sure your wife and sister-in-law would say the same.
Like you, I am eating differently, and avoiding alcohol where I can. Difficult when there is a party and people want me to join in (and I don’t want to appear any different to before). Just cutting it out day to day. But need to work on saying ‘No’ because the last two occasions were stressful.
I am avoiding crowds and exercising more. Walking - aiming for 10,000 steps per day. Wary of making use of my hotel leisure and spa membership. All seems too risky, now. Really used to enjoy it. And meeting new people. Again, now to be avoided.
I worry about every ache and pain, too. And that every sneeze could be something that might represent a health threat to me, in a way I never worried about before. But trying to keep it pushed deep inside, because it would sound like the ravings of a lunatic.
Going to Mexico in the next couple of of weeks to help with my granddaughter, as she adjusts to being a big sister to a new baby brother. Due around my arrival.
Fatigue is an issue. Hope I can support everyone as anticipated, stay well and return to the UK with no story to tell. (Thanks to this forum, I will get my insurance from Nationwide. Not as cheap as before my diagnosis but cheaper than some ridiculously expensive quotes.
My focus and attention span are not where I would like. I used to be able to get through at least two audio books per week. It recently took me three weeks to complete one 7 hour book
. I had to keep reviewing sections because I couldn’t remember what was said. (Exam Nation - thoroughly recommend it). I am in the last few months of my time as a school Governor.
I was both surprised and humbled to receive your message. You have a lot on your plate, but you still took the time to drop a line to offer reassurance and guidance. Thanks 
Need to reschedule my bone marrow biopsy since I need to travel earlier than planned. Just hoping that it will be okay and 5 extra weeks won’t make much difference.
Found a podcast on BBC Sounds. Randomly selected an episode that walked me through the bone marrow biopsy process. It’s called:
“You, me, and the big C”. Radio
5. It has been on air since 2017. Flagging awareness just in case I am not the only one who didn’t know about it. All kinds of cancer - not just blood
so may be of value to both you and your wife. Sorry if I am sharing old news 
Take care, Mike.
And thanks again,
Sharone