Hello there @RABEL, welcome to the forum! I hope you find it as helpful as I do.
I’m so sorry to read of your Myeloproliferative neoplasms (MPN) diagnosis and stress about it. It’s really anxiety-provoking, isn’t it?! It would be more surprising if you felt totally fine. You are not alone in feeling this, but try not to let it escalate as stress can make us feel much worse physically as well as mentally.
When I was diagnosed with an Myeloproliferative neoplasms (MPN) last year something that really helped was knowing which type it is. As you probably already know, there’s a few different types of MPNs that are all related. There are similarities in symptoms, treatments, and side effects, but those of us diagnosed with MPNs will react differently as they affect our blood cells in ways unique to each of us. That might be why your white blood cells were so low.
I’d say it would be really helpful to know which Myeloproliferative neoplasms (MPN) you have been diagnosed with so you know exactly what you’re living with. I’ve got Polycythaemia vera (PV) but there’s also Essential thrombocythemia (ET) and, rarely, these can transform into other MPNs like myelofibrosis which can have more complications.
Waiting till July with only a partial diagnosis is too long, I reckon. Don’t be shy about asking for more clarity. It is your health, after all, and you’ve just been told you have blood cancer. It’s a big deal! More information from your haematologist could help reduce your anxiety.
The links to MPNs that @Erica shared are really helpful. If you can find out from your doctors which type of Myeloproliferative neoplasms (MPN) you’ve been diagnosed with then you’ll be able to check the finer details of your specific blood cancer.
Regardless, you’re now part of the family and you’ll find plenty of folks here who know what you’re living with and what you might be experiencing,
Let us know what your doctors say and we can support you with your diagnosis and all the feelings that come up for you.
In this early stage after diagnosis it’s especially helpful to keep note of what’s going on for you, symptoms you notice, reactions to treatments. These can be helpful for attentive haematologists to see how you’re getting on.
Keep us posted, @RABEL!