Oh @Smurf08 I think that your feelings are just so natural and perhaps it has not hit you yet.
You had your mum in all your life so she will leave such a void.
I expect your mums funeral will be so, so difficult and emotional for you, I will be thinking of you and please let us know how it is for you and all on Monday.
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Hi @Smurf08. It’s going to be very emotional for you all. Just take it a day at a time. We will all be thinking off you X
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My beautiful mums funeral was yesterday and she got the loveliest of send offs. I did think I was going to be an emotional wreck but I must have found some inner strength from somewhere. My kids went back to school today so I’ve enjoyed the peace and the time to myself. It will give me time to process everything. The past couple of months have been full on and non stop with looking after mum at home.
Sending love to others in a similar situation x
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Hi @Smurf08. I glad the service went well and I know you all would have made sure it was a lovely send off. You have been so strong. Take this time on your own to let it all out and do what you need to do. It’s really important to take care of yourself now. Sending lots of love X
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Oh @Smurf08 I was wondering how your beautiful mum’s funeral went, thanks so much for letting us know.
Yes, the last couple of months really have been full on and not stop caring for your mum and home and also being a mum yourself.
Perhaps as you say you need some peace and time to yourself to process everything.
Be ever so kind to yourself, you have been through so much emotionally, physically and practically. xxxxx
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Thank you ladies. I appreciate the support on here for a long time x
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Hello everyone
I hope you’re all well. I haven’t been on here since I posted about my mums funeral.
I’m doing not too bad. I miss my mum like crazy and think about her all the time. I will be going back to work soon which makes me nervous but it is something I’m going to have to face at somepoint.
We buried my mums ashes beside my gran on the 25th September so not long ago at all. I hope I’m going to be ok back at work. I can only try.
I’ve had to get in touch with my own GP as I have been getting bad face sweats on and off during the day. Beads of sweat rolling down my face and my hair is soaking. I know it could be a number of things but I’m a worrier and scared it’s something sinister 
Probably overthinking things but with my mum having NHL I cant help but worry x
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Hi @Smurf08 it is good to hear from you again and I bet you miss your mum like crazy and as you say you only buried your mum’s ashes a couple of weeks ago.
I hope it works out going back to work, I expect it will feel weird and nobody will know how to be with you either.
As for your bad face sweats, which as you say could be a number of things, please let us know what your GP says.
Worrying is natural, take care and look after yourself and keep posting.
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