Hello this is my first post in the forum. I’ve been reading in the background for a couple of months.
In November I was referred for biopsies due to swollen lymph nodes.
My lymphocytes have been above high reference since 2021. I have monthly bloods due to medication for another health condition.
I was told in January that i have stage 1 possibly 2 follicular lymphoma.
My first MacMillan appointment i was told it was low grade. I wasn’t overly confident in the doctor i saw, he had to call me back into the room after my appointment because he forgot to ask me about symptoms.
I had filled in the symptom leaflet from BCUK and handed it to him but he didn’t read it and handed it back to me.
I’ve since had an MRI on a suspected tumour of the nerve sheath in my arm and a CT scan from head to pelvis and i am awaiting the results of these which I assume i will receive at my next appointment on 12th March.
I have had a lot of trauma for the last three years and so when I was diagnosed it didn’t really have any effect as i am still numb from previous trauma.
Once i received a letter for my first MacMillan appointment it hit me hard that I have cancer and although they have said its low grade I’m worrying that they are wrong because I have all of the symptoms and I’m chronically fatigued.
I have spoken to my CNS and she told me to see my GP to get help for the itching and dry raised scaley patches appearing. I now have swollen ear canals that are weeping, my hearing has been affected, the sweats are beyond ridiculous and my body hurts, I’m breathless and chronically fatigued.
I’ve been prescribed antibiotics, antibiotic cream, antibiotic ear spray, a preventative inhaler and I’m also taking a biologic injection for rheumatoid arthritis and antidepressants for PTSD.
I feel so overwhelmed by everything going on and just needed to let it all out somewhere.
I have huge support from my husband but live a long way from other family and I don’t want to lean on him too hard as he has his own cancer journey going on too.
I’m just concerned about the diagnosis being accurate more than anything.