I love your attitude and passion in what you are saying. And thank you for your words and content.
I just want to be in control of my diagnosis. I have no stigma on the label of having cancer though after losing a sister to it of a similar age mid/late 30s., I know my family will panic and though I am not at all I will if they either become obsessive or passive with me for dealing with their own emotions.
I have only first hand experience of what was a manageable cancer which then became agreesive and terminal and time from diagnosis to death was just over 8months. But I know this isn’t me, and everything written states that though it’s not curable it’s defo manageable like something like diabetes or asthma etc… so I’m not worried… I’m strong independent and proactive (with some need of motivation and incentive at times) to carry myself through…
I just lose faith, frustrated, angry with people who give mixed messages and have passive demeanor when it’s comes to my welfare, care and wellbeing, because it takes a lot for me to do the same. I’m more for others than myself.
Thank you again bud